Thursday, December 3, 2020

Spencer Reece, poet

I was introduced to this beautiful, sad poem in the workshop I'm participating in with Mark Doty and seven talented poets. It's been such a treat—though it's also taught me that I have a lot of work to do, not so much to "be a poet" (that will never happen), but to experience this life more fully (a poetic task if ever there was one). 

The poet here, Spencer Reece, is an Episcopalian priest who lives in Madrid. He also worked for many years at Brooks Brothers in the Mall of America, an experience that he captured in his poem "The Clerk's Tale," which in turn was translated into a short film by James Franco. From what little I've seen, Reece is a wonderful poet. I will be reading more of him.

ICU

  For A. J. Verdelle

Those mornings I traveled north on I91,
passing below the basalt cliff of East Rock
where the elms discussed their genealogies.
I was a chaplain at Hartford Hospital,
took the Myers-Briggs with Sister Margaret,
learned I was an I drawn to Es.
In small group I said, "I do not like it—
the way so many young black men die here
unrecognized, their gurneys stripped,
their belongings catalogued and unclaimed."
On the neonatal ICU, newborns breathed,
blue, spider-delicate in a nest of tubes.
A Sunday of themselves, their tissue purpled,
their eyelids the film on old water in a well,
their faces resigned in their see-through attics,
their skin mottled mildewed wallpaper.
It is correct to love even at the wrong time.
On rounds, the newborns eyed me, each one
like Orpheus in his dark hallway, saying:
I knew I would find you, I knew I would lose you.

Image is a microphotograph of dried tears by Maurice Mikkers. 

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Covid-19 numbers are on the rise in Monterey County, as shown in this graph ☛

Today's numbers are 15,765 confirmed cases (up 974 since November 28), 85 current hospitalizations (a new statistic, and a more meaningful one than "total" hospitalizations), and 128 deaths (up 7).

Saturday, November 28, 2020

Words

As we drove down the road on our way to find some geocaches and take the dog for his walk, a beautifully kept up low-slung deep blue jalopy passed by going in the opposite direction. I wondered out loud where the word jalopy comes from. Out came the phone, and David informed me that it first appeared in print in 1924. "It is possible," Wikipedia says, "that the longshoremen in New Orleans referred to the scrapped autos destined for scrapyards in Jalapa, Mexico, according to this destination, in which they of course also pronounced the letter J as in English." It also told us that what I had seen wasn't a jalopy—which is a "battered old automobile"—so now I'm on the hunt for the proper term for that well cared for relic. It looked very much like this:


And I found that photo in a publication called The Jalopy Journal. So there! But on skimming said journal, I see other photos of similar cars, and they're referred to as hot rods. So there's that too. Wikipedia again: "Hot rods are typically old, classic, or modern American cars that have been rebuilt or modified with large engines modified for more speed and acceleration. One definition is: 'a car that's been stripped down, souped up and made to go much faster.' However, there is no definition of the term that is universally accepted and the term is attached to a wide range of vehicles."

Anyway, this got me wondering about other words whose etymology is unclear. Many of them are surprisingly common words. To wit:

dog
bad
big
girl
boy
donkey
bird
surf
fuss
blight
log
tantrum
toad
curse
kick

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Covid-19 cases continue to rise nationwide. Today's stats for Monterey County: 14,791 confirmed cases, 797 hospitalizations, 121 deaths—up, respectively, 422, 6, and 5 since Thursday. 

Stay safe. Wear a mask.

Thursday, November 26, 2020

Turkeys

I have always thought there was just one turkey, the North American wild turkey, which, if Ben Franklin had had his way, would today be the national bird of the United States. Proud Meleagris gallopavo, a cousin of pheasants, partridges, grouse, chickens, quail, and peafowl (the species name of the North American wild turkey means rooster-peacock, go figure). 

This afternoon on our walk-the-dog walk, we encountered our local gang of turkeys, eight of them: one tom with his handsome breast beard, several females, and a few adolescents.They were browsing a neighbor's planting strip:

Four of the eight

Long ago, I was surprised to see a gang of turkeys in Turkey, and more recently (like, tonight), there they were in an episode of The Durrells in Corfu. Apparently they were brought to Europe in the 15th century by the Spanish conquistadores. They've gotten around. 

But the last couple of days I've learned that there's a second species of turkey, Meleagris ocellata, native to the Yucatán Peninsula. It's smaller than the wild turkey, but it makes up for its size in technicolor. It's a stunner! (The species name refers to the eye-shaped spots, or "ocelli," on its tail.) 

And of course, there is also the domesticated turkey, Meleagris gallopavo domesticus. A few thighs of which we had for Thanksgiving dinner tonight, braised in butter with lemon and herbs, and topped with red onion–cranberry relish. A far cry from their doughty wild counterparts. And yet....

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Today's Covid-19 stats for Monterey County: 14,369 confirmed cases, 791 hospitalizations, and 116 deaths; up, respectively, 501, 16, and 2 since I last posted five days ago, on the 21st. Among the last ten deaths was someone I didn't know personally, but whom my husband knew, a beloved member of the Monterey contradance community, Craig Lee Hemphill. 

Stay safe.


Saturday, November 21, 2020

Almaden Quicksilver

We had another great day of geocaching with our friend Alastair/Mimring today. In another one of the many county parks/open spaces in the south San Jose Area. I know my own Monterey County pretty well, but every time we venture up for another in the 100-Mile Hike challenge, I see how very small my world is. I'm glad to be expanding it.

On each of these outings, we've had some sort of truck with the Mount Umunhum tower, overlooking us in all its monolithicness. See it there?


Today we hiked almost 12 miles, over 8 hours. We found maybe 37 geocaches (two are in question), didn't find one, and didn't complete one (a multicache that would have required a rigorous 1.5-mile r/t hike).

It was a really nice day, not too warm. And it's always good to spend a day with Alastair. Plus, it was his birthday! I feel honored that he chose to spend it with us.   

Here are some pictures I took. They're in reverse order, but I don't have the energy to unreverse them, and anyway, you won't care. Click on them if you'd like to see them larger.


The view over the greater Bay Area today
was stupendous.
 

We saw many clusters of these... winged ants?

David aka Fifi Bonacci is always happy
when he has to climb a tree to retrieve a cache.

In the foreground, a fallen acorn woodpecker tree,
in the distance, Alastair.

Our first cache of the day was at the top
of the hill.

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The next day's Covid-19 statistics for Monterey County: 13,868 confirmed cases, 775 hospitalizations, 114 deaths--up 458, 13, and 3 since Friday. 

Stay healthy. Get outdoors. Be safe.

Friday, November 20, 2020

Over the Rainbow

I thought the election would put my angst to rest, but Mr. Trump has been doing a good job of just upping it. I fully expect that the democratic process will prevail and he will soon be out on his ass, but I really wish it were already January 20, 2021, for crying out loud.

But anyway, here, as a little antidote to angst, are a few lovely renditions of "Over the Rainbow." Just because. Yo-Yo, Iz, and Judy. They soothe my soul.


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Meanwhile, on the Covid front, current numbers for my county are 13,410 confirmed cases, 762 hospitalizations, and 111 deaths; up, respectively, since last I posted on the 12th, so a week ago, 804, 35, and 8. 

Stay safe. Stay sane. Find a rainbow, even if it's metaphorical.




Thursday, November 12, 2020

Book Report: The Memory Police

31. Yoko Ogawa, The Memory Police, translated by Stephen Snyder (1994; trans. 2019) (11/12/2020)

The Memory Police is the eighth book in Pete Turchi's series of discussions on the theme "Border Crossings." I skipped the seventh, Toni Morrison's A Mercy: it was too difficult; I wasn't in the mood to challenge myself; I'm too impatient, or maybe just too stupid. (In this link Pete discusses A Mercy. As he notes, sometimes you pick up a book, and it's just not the right time for it. I'm not sure it'll ever be the right time for me to engage Morrison, but at least now I've read a half dozen pages of her work. That's enough. For now, anyway. Maybe for good. She demands a willingness to go along and let things be revealed that I'm not sure I possess. But all that said, I did listen in on the discussion of the book by those braver and more patient than me.)

In contrast, The Memory Police was very easy to read, written in disarmingly plain language. It's speculative fiction, about an island where things are gradually "being disappeared"—things as commonplace as ribbons, harmonicas, and lemon sweets, but also roses and birds and ferry boats, calendars and maps, and eventually . . . well, over time, life as we know it simply seems to vanish. And along with the material objects, the islanders' memories of those things, and of the meaning that they represent in a lived life, also disappear. 

Braided into the simple account of the nameless narrator, a novelist; her friend "the old man"; and her editor, R, is a book that the narrator is working on, about a typist who loses her voice—not to laryngitis; she loses her very ability to speak out loud. Indeed, all of the narrator's books revolve around existential loss.

The Memory Police are the authoritarian regime's enforcers. They make sure that when, for example, novels are disappeared, all the people on the island set about burning their books. They also hunt down and arrest all those random few whose memories remain intact—such as R, whom the narrator shelters in a hidden room in her house. (The shade of Anne Frank is no coincidence.)

Throughout all these disappearances, the narrator and the old man continue to adapt, becoming more emotionally attached to each other, less materially invested in their past, while R continues to insist that the vanished items—many of which they are able to recover thanks to the narrator's mother, who was taken away and killed fifteen years before the story's events take place—will still be able to provoke memories. It is as if he simply can't conceive of a world without myriad specific and interconnected remembrances.

Nor can I. The disappearances, the stripping away of memories and meaning, that this novel outlines are horrifying.

And yet as I read, I wondered if, in some way, what is described isn't akin to death itself—cumulative little losses that we, perforce, adjust to as the fullness of life begins to recede. It's also a reminder to pay attention to just those small things that might not seem important, but what if they disappeared? Certainly—because we do have memories—we would miss them. They are all part of the fabric of our lives, our histories, our experience of the world.

Here is a passage I flagged. The narrator is visiting R in the little room that he has recently come to inhabit, and in which he remains throughout the book, never exiting:

"May I ask you something?" I said, still looking at him.
 "Of course," he answered.
 "How does it feel to remember everything? To have everything that the rest of us have lost saved up in your heart?"
 "That's a difficult question," he said, using his forefinger to push up the frames of his glasses and then leaving his hand at his throat.
 "I'd imagine you'd be uncomfortable, with your heart full of so many forgotten things."
 "No, that's not really a problem. A heart has no shape, no limits. That's why you can put almost any kind of thing in it, why it can hold so much. It's much like your memory, in that sense."
 "So you have everything inside you that has disappeared from the island?"
 "I'm not sure about everything. Memories don't just pile up—they also change over time. And sometimes they fade of their own accord. Though the process, for me, is quite different from what happens to the rest of you when something disappears from the island."
 "Different how?" I asked, rubbing my fingernails.
 "My memories don't feel as though they've been pulled up by the root. Even if they fade, something remains. Like tiny seeds that might germinate again if the rain falls. And even if a memory disappears completely, the heart retains something. A slight tremor or pain, some bit of joy, a tear."
 He chose his words carefully, as though weighing each one on his tongue before pronouncing it.

In August, Yoko Ogawa wrote a piece called "How We Retain the Memory of Japan's Atomic Bombings: Books," which Pete referenced for our discussion tomorrow—"retaining memory" of important events being crucial to the continuance of civilized society. 

And here is a good discussion by Jia Tolentino of The Memory Police, in conjunction with Colson Whitehead's The Underground Railway and Mohsin Hamid's Exit West (the latter the first book Turchi had us read in this series), about the transformation of familiar metaphor into imaginative truth about the real world. 

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Today's Covid-19 statistics for Monterey County: 12,606 confirmed cases, up 72 since yesterday; hospitalizations and deaths remains steady at 727 and 103. 

Stay healthy. Be safe. Safeguard your memories too.


Wednesday, November 11, 2020

Seamus Heaney, poet

Chorus from The Cure at Troy

Human beings suffer,
They torture one another,
They get hurt and get hard.
No poem or play or song
Can fully right a wrong
Inflicted and endured.

The innocent in gaols
Beat on their bars together.
A hunger-striker's father
Stands in the graveyard dumb.
The police widow in veils
Faints at the funeral home.

History says, Don't hope
On this side of the grave.
But then, once in a lifetime
The longed-for tidal wave
Of justice can rise up,
And hope and history rhyme.

So hope for a great sea-change
On the far side of revenge.
Believe that a further shore
Is reachable from here.
Believe in miracles
And cures and healing wells.

Call miracle self-healing:
The utter, self-revealing
Double-take of feeling.
If there's fire on the mountain
Or lightning and storm
And a god speaks from the sky

That means someone is hearing
The outcry and the birth-cry
Of new life at its term.
It means once in a lifetime
That justice can rise up
And hope and history rhyme. 

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You may have heard President-Elect Joe Biden recite these words, and others by the revered Irish poet Seamus Heaney. (Here is a New Yorker profile of Heaney from last year, and here is one from 2013.) The following clip was aired on Irish television last Saturday evening November 7 after Biden's election was projected:


There is another YouTube version, with the same voice-over, which I believe was used as an ad for Biden's campaign. Here is an article from the Guardian, "Joe Biden's Love for Seamus Heaney Reveals a Soul You Can Trust." Yes indeed. I am so glad to have an intelligent, literate, caring person back in the Oval Office. I just hope he can do good work
. . . which is far from assured, given the obstructionism of the GOP. But I suppose if anyone can make things happen, it'll be Joe Biden.

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Today's Covid-19 numbers for Monterey County: 12,534, 727, 103—cases hospitalizations, deaths. Up 168, 5, and 2 since yesterday or the day before.

Stay safe. Read some poetry. Here's another by Heaney, one of my all-time favorites, "Postscript."