Monday, September 16, 2019

Book Report: A Fire Story

18. Brian Fies, A Fire Story: A Graphic Memoir (2019) (9/16/19)

I first stumbled on graphic artist Brian Fies's memoir about the Tubbs Fire of October 8–9, 2017, on Facebook. As he recounts in the epilogue to this book, the very day after he and his wife were forced to evacuate, at 1:30 a.m.—and after they learned their house had been destroyed—he bought some crude drawing supplies (a pad of low-quality pulp newsprint, a permanent marker, a fine-tip black felt pen, and four highlighters) and started drawing. He posted those drawings online, and they went viral—and subsequently were picked up by newspapers and radio nationwide. The initial story was also made into a short film.

This book takes the story even further, recounting both the Fieses' experience and the experience of some of their neighbors. It describes the emotional impact, what it feels like to suffer the loss of, well, everything; what it's like to flee with no notice, to find a new place to live, to sift through the debris, to find contractors and architects in order to rebuild. It describes the thoughtfulness of family, friends, and strangers, and the feeling of community that arises from disaster.

At one spot early on he talks about being denied access to his home site, although plenty of other people were allowed in:
Firefighters, police, and the national guard all got to go in. FEMA and the EPA got to go in. Reporters, photographers, and TV crews got to go in.
 So did the public works department, the electric and gas utilities, the water company, the cable company, the phone company, and the dogcatcher.
 It seemed like everyone got to go in but us.
 "It's our property! Why are they treating us like children? I'll accept the risk!" [says Brian to his wife, Karen].
 "They don't want to be here any longer than they have to, you know . . ." [Karen replies].
 I later learned that, on the very day I was at my most indignant, search and rescue teams were going house to house checking bedsprings for human bones.
I was one of those SAR workers. Our team searched about a dozen homes, and yes, we did find a couple of bones, but more often we learned that people were safe and clear—the best news. Here's one of the happy stories.

I really enjoyed Fies's storytelling abilities, as well as his vulnerability and honesty, and his humanity. He has a big heart and understands what's truly precious in life. Yes, some of the things they lost are irreplaceable, and he's sad to have lost them. But he's learned new lessons about memory, hope, and promise. This book is a moving testament to that.

P.S. Here is a nice little update to the story, published in October 2019 in the Press Democrat. 




Book Report: A Rule against Murder

17. Louise Penny, A Rule against Murder (2008) (9/15/19)

This fourth in the series of Chief Inspector Armand Gamache murder mysteries is set not in the idyllic (yet for all that, seemingly murder-prone) village of Three Pines, but at a fairly nearby auberge, a fancy hotel on a lake, where a family of means gathers—and then loses one of its own, when a statue of the pater tumbles down on her.

Inspector Gamache happens to be there too at the time, to celebrate his anniversary.

The solution to the mystery involves sugar and bees, but mostly it involves big money and lousy upbringing: yes love, but no ability to convey that love. Not that uncommon a story. Though usually it doesn't end in murder.

Then again, the murder wasn't about love. It was about robbery. And maybe the family wasn't involved.

One thing Penny is especially good at is food: mouth-water food, usually shared. It may not have anything to do with the story, but it's a pleasure to read and imagine. For a minor example:
Lunch.
 "Hello, Elliott," said the chief as the lithe young waiter gave him a barbecued steak sandwich with sautéed mushrooms and caramelized onions on top.
 "Bonjour, Patron," the young man smiled, then beamed at Lacoste, who looked quite pleased.
 He put a lobster salad in front of her. And Beauvoir got a hamburger and string fries. For the last twenty minutes they'd smelled the charcoals warming up in the huge barbecue in the garden, with the unmistakable summer scents of hot coals and lighter fluid. Beauvoir hadn't stopped salivating. Between that and the sweating he thought he should order a cold beer. Just to prevent dehydration. The chief that sounded good, as did Lacoste, and before long each had a beer in a tall frosted glass.
 As he looked out of the French doors he saw the maître d' walk by with a platter of steak and shrimp from the barbecue, presumably for the Morrows.
 "You were saying?" 
I enjoyed the story, I enjoyed the characters, I enjoyed the place the story was set. I enjoyed the evolving character of Inspector Gamache (his father and son both make an appearance here). I have made a note about the actual hotel on which Manoir Bellechasse was modeled, thinking, maybe a vacation not too long from now?

But hopefully no murders while I'm there.


Saturday, September 7, 2019

Book Report: Tidal Flats

16. Cynthia Newberry Martin, Tidal Flats (20019) (9/4/19) 

This is a spare book: about feelings, yearnings, giving and taking, ultimately forgiveness. It reminded me of a play, because its cast of characters is small: Cass, the protagonist, who wants her husband, Ethan, to come home and stay home; Cass's librarian friend Vee, who thrives on fear; a bartender, Singer; a neighbor, Katie, with a new baby and her husband; Ethan's journalist friend Wheeler; the Three Fates, old women in Cass's care. The setting is also small: Atlanta—with threads to Provincetown, Mass., and Afghanistan.

The story is about a pact, which is broken. Or is it? Ethan is a photographer who spends a lot of time in Afghanistan; he's well known for a portrait he shot of a young woman with amber eyes. He's currently involved in a project to distribute cameras to Afghans so that they can document their own lives. He met Cass three years earlier, they fell in love, and he promised he'd come home for good by their third anniversary (the pact), but in the meantime he needs to keep returning to Afghanistan. Events intervene as the third anniversary looms.

The story is basically about Cass's own doubts and worry, and struggle with what she wants and needs. There are episodes in her past that keep her from wanting children, which Ethan does want. Vee and the Three Fates offer tangential advice, simply by being who they are. Singer offers superficial comfort. She is also anxious over Ethan's absence in Afghanistan. Separation is hard. And then he is kidnapped

Everything works out in the end, but with a twist. A big one.

I guess that's like life, though the twists aren't always big. Well, and things "working out in the end" is sometimes questionable. But . . . life. It happens. But we also have to work at making it happen the way we want. That, perhaps, is the message of this lovely book.

I didn't flag any passages in this book to quote. It's fine writing, and I sat with the last three-quarters of the book reading voraciously, wanting to find out what happens. I was quite satisfied with the end.




Tuesday, September 3, 2019

Two Recipes

Two recipes today, one that I make from time to time, the other that I fully anticipate making from time to time—and why not keep them handy right here on my blog? With thanks to Minimalist Baker for the first (including the photo), and to halfbaked Harvest for the second (and ditto)—minus the bloggy verbiage and photos.

Veggie–Baked Tofu Stir Fry

Serves 2–3; prep time 15 minutes; cook time 45 minutes; total time 1 hour

Stir Fry

  • 1 14-ounce package firm or extra-firm tofu
  • 2 cups roughly chopped green beans (or other veggies)
  • 1 cup diced carrots or red pepper (ditto)
  • 2 Tbsp toasted sesame oil for sauteing

Sauce

  • 1/4 cup low-sodium soy sauce
  • 1 Tbsp fresh grated ginger
  • 2 Tbsp brown sugar (or less for less sweetness)
  • 1 Tbsp maple syrup or honey (or less)
  • 1 Tbsp cornstarch
1. Preheat oven to 400 degrees F.
2. Dry tofu: Drain, removed from the package, and place between two thick towels folded to the size of the block of tofu. Place a plate on top, and on top of that, something heavy, like a skillet or book. Let stand for about 15 minutes, changing towels if they get too wet.
3. When dry, chop the tofu into roughly 1-inch cubes or rectangles.
4. Arrange tofu on a lightly greased or parchment-lined baking sheet to prevent sticking and bake for 25–35 minutes, flipping once halfway through. (For a "meatier" texture, cook 30–35; for a more tender texture, cook 20–25.)
5. Once it's golden grown and firm, remove from oven and set out to dry (45 minutes is ideal) while you prep your vegetables.
6. If serving over rice, start the rice.
7. In a small mixing bowl, whisk together the sauce ingredients, and set aside.
8. Heat large skillet or wok over medium-high heat and add sesame oil, swirling to coat. Add veggies and toss to coat. Cook 5–7 minutes, stirring often. When the vegetables have softened a bit, add the sauce and stir. It should bubble and thicken. Then add the tofu and stir to coat.
9. Continue cooking for 3–5 minutes, stirring often, until cooked to your preferred doneness. Serve as is or over rice for a more filling meal.

Sweet Potato and Chorizo Tacos with Black Bean Salsa and Roasted Poblano Avocado Crema 

Serves 4; prep time 15 minutes; cook time 25 minutes; total time 40 minutes

Tacos 

  • 1 sweet potato, cut into 1-inch chunks (or smaller)
  • 1 pound ground Mexican chorizo
  • 1 clove garlic, minced or grated
  • 4 ounces pepper jack cheese, grated
  • 4 ounces sharp cheddar cheese, grated
  • 8 corn or flour tortillas, warmed

Black Bean Corn Salsa

  • 1 cup cooked black beans (can be canned)
  • 2 ears grilled corn
  • 1 cup grape tomatoes, quartered
  • 1 jalapeño, seeds removed, chopped
  • 1/3 cup fresh cilantro, chopped
  • 3 green onions, chopped
  • 1 lime, juiced
  • kosher salt and pepper to taste

Poblano Avocado Crema

  • 1 avocado, skin and pit removed, chopped or sliced
  • 1/4 cup Greek yogurt
  • 1 poblano pepper
  • 2 tsp hot sauce
  • 2 limes, juiced
  • 1/2 tsp cumin
  • salt and pepper to taste
1. Heat a large skillet over medium heat and add some olive oil. Add garlic and sweet potatoes, stir, and cook covered for 20 minutes, until sweet potatoes are just softened.
2. Crumble in the chorizo and cook until browned and cooked through, about 8–10 minutes.
3. While the sweet potatoes are cooking, make the roasted poblano crema:
 □ Preheat oven broiler (or you can use a grill).
 □ Remove the core and seeds from the peppers and slice in half.
 □ Lay on a baking sheet and place under the broiler skin side up.
 □ Broil until skins are well charred (about 5 minutes—check every 2–3 minutes and rotate if needed)
 □ Remove peppers from oven using tongs, place in a bowl, and cover with plastic wrap. Let sit for 15 minutes.
 □ Once the peppers are cool, remove some of the charred skin and place in the bowl of a food processor together with the avocado, Greek yogurt, lime juice, and hot sauce. Add a pinch of salt and pepper and process until smooth.
4. While the peppers cook, make the salsa: In a medium bowl, combine the black beans, grilled corn, jalapeño, cilantro, green onions, lime juice, and cumin. Season with salt and pepper and toss well.

To assemble, place generous spoonfuls of the sweet potato–chorizo mixture in the warm tortillas. Top with shredded cheese, then black bean and corn salsa, and finally roasted poblano avocado crema.

Tuesday, August 27, 2019

Book Report: All the Light We Cannot See

15. Anthony Doerr, All the Light We Cannot See (2014) (8/27/19)

When I was in Saint-Malo recently, a friend asked me on Facebook (in response to photos I'd posted) if I'd read the book. "What book?" I asked. "All the Light We Cannot See," came the response. "Much of it takes place in Saint-Malo."
 I knew the book, of course (winner of the 2015 Pulitzer and Andrew Carnegie Medal for Excellence in Fiction). I have it, and had actually started it once, but it was somehow too . . . I don't know what—detailed? poetic? disjointed?—and I failed to get into it.
 So when I got home, I thought I'd give it another go. It took me a little while to get the rhythm, but once I was in the groove, it captivated me. Absolutely.
 In the end, the detail, the poetry, the structure—which is disjointed, going back and forth in time; jumping from one character to another, and then another is introduced, and back and forth there too, all in very short chapters contained within larger time-stamped parts—completely won me over. And the language! The emotion! The connections and, ultimately, interweavings! The whole thing is masterful, virtuosic.
 But I can thank Saint-Malo, and having been there and walked its streets and ramparts, for grounding me. That made the characters, the events, the places all the more real.
 The story starts with the dropping of leaflets on Saint-Malo on August 7, 1944, warning the inhabitants to evacuate the town: Allied bombers are coming, to finish off the German occupation of France. And so we are plunged into the very real history of World War II. We meet the blind girl, Marie-Laure, sixteen, and the eighteen-year-old German radio operator, Werner, both listening as the drone of planes grows louder.
 The story then goes back to 1934 and we begin to learn about these two characters, and about their loved ones: Marie-Laure's father, who builds her perfect replicas of the places they live, so she can navigate; Werner's sister, who questions everything, especially ideology. Every so often, we jump forward again to August 7, then 8, then 9, 1944, and back into the past as we watch our characters navigate wartime life, and we meet more people who mean something to them, or who they learn from (all the characters aren't necessarily good).
 A diamond with a curse is introduced early on, and a German officer who seeks it, for its promise of eternal life. Birds and snails play crucial roles. And radio—the story could not exist without radio.
 It's a complicated story, but oh so satisfying, as it takes us through the war and into the 1970s and even to 2014, where it ends on a perfect rhapsodic note.
 I love this book. I feel that I could open to any page and find something gorgeous to reproduce here, to give you an idea of the beauty. So, okay: I will. For the three main characters (though there are others I loved as well, who get their own little chapters—but let's keep it simple). Here goes.
 Here's Werner, an orphan visiting his bunkmate Frederick's wealthy home in Berlin. Fredde is quiet, artistic—and yet they're both at the National Political Institute of Education, being trained as soldiers of the Third Reich.
The building falls quiet. Model automobiles glimmer on Frederick's shelves.
 "Do you ever wish," whispers Werner, "that you didn't have to go back?"
 "Father needs me to be at Schulpforta. Mother too. It doesn't matter what I want."
 "Of course it matters. I want to be an engineer. And you want to study birds. Be like that American painter in the swamps. Why else do any of this if not to become who we want to be?"
 A stillness in the room. Out there in the trees beyond Frederick's window hangs an alien light.
 "Your problem, Werner," says Frederick, "is that you still believe you own your life."
And here is a gorgeous passage about Marie-Laure, whose blindness gives her other powers. She is about to transmit for the first time from an illicit radio in the attic. She will read the book she loves, Twenty Thousand Leagues under the Sea by Jules Verne, remembering reading it aloud to her great-uncle before he was taken away by the Germans:
She traces the lines of the cables until she is sure she has the microphone in her hand.
 To shut your eyes is to guess nothing of blindness. Beneath your world of skies and faces and buildings exists a rawer and older world, a place where surface planes disintegrate and sounds ribbon in shoals through the air. Marie-Laure can sit in an attic high above the street and hear lilies rustling in marshes two miles away. She hears Americans scurry across farm fields, directing their huge cannons at the smoke of Saint-Malo; she hears families sniffling around hurricane lamps in cellars, crows hopping from pile to pile, flies landing on corpses in ditches; she hears the tamarinds shiver and the jays shriek and the dune grass burn; she feels the great granite fist, sunk deep into the earth's crust, on which Saint-Malo sits, and the ocean teething at it from all four sides, and the outer islands holding steady against the swirling tides; she hears cows drink from stone troughs and dolphins rise through the green water of the Channel; she hears the bones of dead whales stir five leagues below, their marrow offering a century of food for cities of creatures who will live their whole lives and never once see a photon sent from the sun. She hears her snails in the grotto drag their bodies over the rocks.
 Rather than my reading it to you, maybe you could read it to me?
 With her free hand, she opens the novel in her lap. Finds the lines with her fingers. Brings the microphone to her lips.
And finally, here's the German officer seeking the precious jewel. He's found the apartment that Marie-Laure and her father lived in in Paris, which is boarded up, awaiting their return.
In the closet hang a few moth-eaten girl's dresses and a sweater on which embroidered goats chew flowers. Dusty pinecones line the windowsill, arranged large to small. On the floor of the kitchen, friction strips have been nailed into the wood. A place of quiet discipline. Calm. Order. A single line of twine runs between the table and the bathroom. A clock stands dead without glass on its face. It's not until he finds three huge spiral-bound folios of Jules Verne in Braille that he solves it.
 A safe maker. Brilliant with locks. Lives within walking distance of the [natural history] museum [where the diamond was housed]. Employed there all his life. Humble, no visible aspirations for wealth. A blind daughter. Plenty of reasons to be loyal.
 "Where are you hiding?" he says aloud to the room. The dust swirls in the strange light.
This book is so rich, I could go on and on quoting different bits for their lyricism; their exploration of character, of courage, of hope, of despair. And through all this jumping around, the plot remains tight. In my eyes, this book is a masterpiece. I'm so glad I went to Saint-Malo—both to have had another opportunity to finally read "the book" and, simply, to have been there: it's a beautiful little city.



Monday, August 5, 2019

Book Report: Life after Life

14. Kate Atkinson, Life after Life (2013) (8/5/19)

I bought this book in Toulouse, for the long flight home (a toss-up with Fight Club). In the end, though, I found myself glued to the screen in front of me, binge-watching The Wire, with a dessert of Casablanca. Sometimes reading is just too much work.

But I'd gotten a slight start in the airport, and it was enough to intrigue me as the main character, Ursula, is born on page 21, and again on page 25, then on 49, and 113, and 129—and a few more times over the novel's 611 pages and 30 sections (several of which comprise multiple time-stamped chapters). In between all these births, she gets killed off: at birth, a few years later by drowning, by falling out a window, by influenza (over and over and over, until finally she sees a way free), during the London blitz—etc.: Atkinson's quiver is full of interesting ways to do a person in by natural causes.

But the births and deaths aren't the point, so much as the life/lives lived in between, as Ursula unconsciously, subconsciously, accrues déjà vu moments of wisdom, which occasionally allow her to act in ways she doesn't entirely understand but that have real, positive consequences.

As Atkinson explains in an author's note, if the book is "about" anything, it's about being English and also about what we are in our own imaginations. It is also an act of "bearing witness to the past," since much of the story, which begins in 1910, takes place during WWII, in both England, during the blitz, and Germany, in the company of Eva Braun and Hitler himself. It's a historical novel, but more than that, it is a novel of imaginings: imagined futures, imagined possibilities.

And Atkinson is a wonderful writer—playful, funny, a skillful weaver-together of disparate times, scenes, characters, details. Here's one sample, from Ursula's seventh or eighth life (post-influenza), when her mother, Sylvie, sends her to see a psychiatrist:
"Reincarnation," Dr Kellet had said to her. "Have you heard of that?" Ursula, aged ten, shook her head. She had heard of very little. Dr Kellet had a nice set of rooms in Harley Street. The one that he showed Ursula into was half panelled in mellow oak, with a thick carpet figured in red and blue on the floor and two large leather armchairs either side of a well-stoked coal fire. Dr Kellet himself wore a three-piece Harris tweed suit strung with a large gold fob watch. He smelt of cloves and pipe tobacco and had a twinkly look about him as if he were going to toast muffins or read a particularly good story to her, but instead he beamed at Ursula and said, "So, I hear you tried to kill your maid?" (Oh, that's why I'm here, Ursula thought.)
  . . . He had trained in Vienna ("where else?") but trod, he said, his own path. He was no one's disciple, he said, although he had studied "at the feet of all the teachers. One must nose forward," he said. "Nudge one's way through the chaos of our thoughts. Unite the divided self." Ursula had no idea what he was talking about.
 "The maid? You pushed her down the stairs?" It seemed a very direct question for someone who talked about nosing and nudging.
 "It was an accident." She didn't think of Bridget as "the maid," she thought of her as Bridget. And it was ages ago now.
 "Your mother is worried about you."
 "I just want you to be happy, darling," Sylvie said after she had made the appointment with Dr Kellet.
 "Aren't I happy?" Ursula puzzled.
 "What do you think?"
 Ursula didn't know. She wasn't sure that she had a yardstick against which to measure happiness or unhappiness. She had obscure memories of elation, of falling into darkness, but they belonged to that world of shadows and dreams that was ever-present and yet almost impossible to pin down.
 "As if there is another world?" Dr Kellet said.
 "Yes. But it's this one as well."
 ("I know she says the oddest things, but a psychiatrist?" Hugh [Ursula's father] said to Sylvie. He frowned. "She's only small. She's not defective."
 "Of course not. She just needs a little fixing.")
About three-quarters of the way through the book I confess I wasn't sure I was enjoying not knowing quite where the book was headed. By then, I thought, I should have at least had an idea. But the finish proved quite satisfying, so I forgive the author for frustrating her readers.


Saturday, July 27, 2019

Book Report: The Black Ice

13. Michael Connelly, The Black Ice (1993) (7/12/19)

My second in the Harry Bosch series of books, which (the series, that is) I started back in May. This one, like the first, I had read before, but I didn't remember it. (My mind-like-a-sieve isn't all bad when it comes to rereading mysteries.)

This one had some murders, to be sure—starting, actually, with a "suicide," of a fellow police officer . . . but really, suicide? Bosch has his doubts.

In the end, the mystery isn't so much a who-dunnit as a multi-part puzzle to be solved, one involving, centrally, drugs—the eponymous "black ice" is a form of heroin—and one that could have gone in many directions. And in the solving of it, again, you get a sense of Bosch's intelligence and stubbornness and willfulness—the last two perhaps poor qualities for an LAPD officer. Well, certainly the last one.

But Bosch is nothing if not thorough. And he means to figure things out. To find the truth.

Which he does in the end, on a trip that takes him from Hollywood to Mexicali/Calexico—the dark border area.

I marked one paragraph for its clear language. It takes place as a raid of a drug lord's hacienda is being carried out.
Bosch noticed how the voices on the radio were higher and more urgent. The code words and formal language had been stripped away. Fear did that. He had seen it in the war. He'd seen it on the streets when he was in uniform. Fear, though always unspoken, nevertheless stripped men of their carefully orchestrated poses. The adrenaline roars and the throat gurgles with fear like a backed-up drain. Sheer desire for survival takes over. It sharpens the mind, pares away all the bullshit. A once-modulated reference to Point B becomes the almost hysterical expletive. 
It was a good read, though unfortunately it was rather fragmented by travel. (I also partly blame the large-print format that I ordered by mistake. That's probably ridiculous, but somehow, having so few, or do I mean such big?, words on a page felt like I couldn't comprehend as well.) I could probably sit down and reread the book again and still be surprised. Mind like a sieve!